Be With You♥

Monday, March 21, 2011 ♥

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Time:8:38 AM

hi people!
this will be the last post i guess?. hehe. i'm going to delete the blog.
i'm sorry for hurting you. no matter how many guys came to my life it wont be u anymore... I WANT TO BE HAPPY!. things wont be the same anymore..
no matter how hard i tried to tell u i know my mistakes...
from that time didnt u realize something?. i didnt ask u abt any secrets.
because i'm scare. i dont want the same thing to happen.
thankyou for trusting me again. but i know it wont be like last time
u trusted me that much. zonal are coming. super angry with him today.
didnt even ask what happen and he just assumed i played with cheryl.
dont assumed things when u dont know.
how i wish when i wake up i will see ur msg. but it's impossible.
how i wish when someone is walking towards me it will be you..
you have lots of friend better than me!.

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Sunday, March 13, 2011 ♥

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Time:8:46 AM

life sucks....
dont ask for patch when you dont really love me. i should not have accept you so i wont get so much hurt from you!!. From what you reply me... i know we two are impossible already.):.
everything is getting worst... i just want you to cheer me up when i'm having problem. play with me,chat with me just like last time... why can't you know it!!!!. last time you asked me if i really did miss you. actually my answer was idk... but now is YES!. but you won't know.... when i'm with you i dont really like you but now... things wont be the same!!. wake up priscilla!!!!.
i know want break de is me... but you are the one who let me feel that you changed and the feeling is not right!. i just want the time when we were together... the 3 months!. fml...
everytime i see you... my mood turns bad... then will no mood to do things!!!. can't concentrate.
maybe i'm just not fit to be with you..
JAPAN HAVE 8.9 EARTHQUAKE and the earthquake causes the tsunami!.:@.
and my grandma and mum are at japan!. for the first time i'm watching the news!.
alright, shall stop here. bye.

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Tuesday, February 8, 2011 ♥

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Time:6:57 AM

how i wish we were like last time....
but it's impossible now.:(. priscilla ah!!!. please accept the fact that he not yours!!!,
dont ask me why i like him... why i so late then regret!!. fml!.
i'm always telling myself that you are not mine. stop thinking about you.
i always encourage people. but now, i'm just not that brave to accept the fact.
now i know, saying is so easy but when you do it. is like fucking difficult.
yesterday went to watch deyi vs christchurch!. jl over there!!. then he drive me back to school for training.

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Sunday, February 6, 2011 ♥

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Time:6:01 AM

last time when i'm with you, i always thought that you will always be with me.
it's so hard to forget a person which you once love him/her alot.
i always thought that if you give your best you will get the thing you want.
but now, no matter how hard i try we won't be like last time anymore...
for once, i thought that if you give me another chance things will be the same.
but it's impossible now. no matter how hard i try to forget, just can't forget it.
i really did regretted before. but do you know about it...
it's too late now... i should trust him that time:(.

now, you are so good to me. but what about last time.
i really dont know you good with me isit to test me.
i did trust you before so what i did something wrongly.

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Wednesday, January 19, 2011 ♥

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Time:7:10 AM

Dont regret joining something just because of a small matter.-.-
it's really sad that the person you like dont care about you and just walk out of your life,
when you are trying your best to forget about him.
i'm really tired of this school, tired of seeing him?. tired of tolerating lots of people attitude.
tired of everything. tired of friendship. i just wish that 1 day i can just shoot her what i'm not happy with. but it's kind of impossible?.
can you stop asking things like "who you saying about?". sometimes i just dont wish to say.
then dont say later you angry-.-. then give me that face that i owe you one.
i'm tired of waiting too.. tired to be in unity sec. just wish that 1 day i would tell my dad
" can i transfer?'.

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Friday, December 31, 2010 ♥

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Time:10:27 AM

happy new year people!.:).
why do i feel that my good/best friend are not that close to me now/:
those who everytime say "still got me one" to me is then really the one getting away and not that close to me anymore. miracle uh.
when you need me you come find me you dont need me you leave me alone. wtf is this.
now to me everyone is just not even fit to be my best friend?.:).
2011 must be a better year pls!.
can you stop keep asking people why or who or what happen.
sometime people just dont feel like saying out. later dont say out you angry agn.
I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ANYMORE.
why is my life is this?.

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Thursday, December 30, 2010 ♥

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Time:8:24 AM

Few days ago you suddenly veh hyper talk to me.
yesterday give me short reply then today worst.
you happy you talk to me you not happy you nvr reply me.._. i know i did something wrongly!.
i really wish that we would be like last time but it's impossible. i know i destroy it.
last time you will call me and ask me something. but now....
i know i did something fucking bad. i regret it now!. but regretting doesnt seem working.
i really really wish time can rewind. what can i do now?._.
i nvr care abt a friend that much before. maybe you treat me as a good friend so you angry until like that. i really wish we could be like last time that hyper.._.
why you can reply others but not me?. i give up on you.
i am not a good friend i understand!./: but after i met you,i learn alot of things./:.
argh!!.

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