hi people:(.
yesterday happened a lot of things. why must the thing happen then you come help me?.
what's the point?. what's the point of telling me sorry when i get hurt that much. i dont know if he really want to patch back with me or just dont want let everyone to worried abt us. so i did give him his last chance. but i dont think he even cherish it. yesterday i was totally lost. ask for advice from more mature people. and was like can't find my way back.i know i must be strong and i will be strong. yesterday i did not even want to face and talk to him.even message. but all the people advice me so i did message him. how much can i care him?. i can't force him to break the gans if you does not want to. but i also can't force myself to be friend with nina. what should i do?. I'M LOST!!!!.
did i do something wrongly?.is this my punishment?. can someone tell me?!.
sorry have no use on the hurt i get. should i trust him fully again?.idk.:s.
i dont want history to happen again.i'm scared.:s